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yes, and it's official.

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thank you.

The whole world shakes

Last year, 08

hey people,
during the raya holidays
I went to Fr Stan's Set Free Rally.
I want to say thank you to the Lord Almighty for being so good to me.
Honestly, I've lost my faith for quite some times although I do go to church once a week.
how shameful is that?
but, God love me so much that He gave me another chance when I'm lost.
because there's nothing impossible with Him.
I believe in Him.
I know, I have sinned against you all the times.
but I'll try not to sin again.
Praise the Lord for bringing me back to you.
AMEN! :D

Love me for a reason, let the reason be love.

Hello Hello.

So, let me just tell you something.
about this dude.

the name is Sheradany Azureen. :D

Turned 17 yesterday / 18.09.09

I think he is really cute and funny. :D

He just lost his tenggiling a week or two ago :(

He is a very caring and helpful person (:

He makes me laugh all the time, haha. :P

He likes to 'cekik' me cause I laugh when he 'prang' hahahahaha. wtf.
He helps me do my homework sometimes and vice versa. hahah.
He thinks that I always takes his key when he lost it. -.-
He smells good everytime. :D hahah.
He likes my elephant drawing. ahahha.
OH, he act like orang gila with the rest of the guys when there's no teacher.
sometimes, I just can't stand with these boys.
oh well,
Happy Birthday to you!
Lots of love and get well soon. (:
xoxo

YESTERDAY. (:
we went to his house for bbq.
LOL. I actually told him that I'm not going and etc.
I was texting him when we're on our way.
I told him I was watching tv. LOL.
when we reached his house, I gave him a call and said
"I'm outside your house."
he was shocked.
with only his boxers. aiya. hahah. :P

So this is the elephant I drew for him at our get well soon card. hahahah
Ana Bahet Bakialwi Sheradany ;)

His black cat. he has 7 cats if I'm not mistaken. hahah.
oh, look at the background.
His simen leg. is full with his friend's art work. :D

Oh, I never knew the cat is pee-ing. hahahaha.

BBQ hotdogs, which reminds me of Harith. :D

His Birthday cake. (:

then, I went to tuition.
so saddening.
sigh.
but it's okay.

♥

Your Highness Just Turned 17. =.=

I finally turned 17 today.
haih.
it was okay, my eyes hurts.
don't even bother to ask why.
haha.
LOL.
apart from myself turning 17,
my cousin is turning 12? hahaha. i think.
Happy Birthday Gabriel (: <3

Last friday night, 12 midnight.

Today.

the cake.

DKNY perfume from Joanne and Nanie. :D thanks!

Roxy wallet from Syakila. <3

uh, this I don't know how we call this from Joanne too.


Thanks to all those for the birthday wishes.
May God bless you always.
Mwah! :D

I just realised how much you meant to me

Hey, I'm sorry that I barely update my blog these days.
but I'm just busy and what shit.
just lazy is still my middle name.

I am here today for a reason.

it's about yesterday.

I had BM extra class yesterday afternoon until 4pm.
my special someone had his tuition replacement at 2pm.
but he go after the BM extra class with another friend of mine.
I went home and went online.

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Suddenly my parents called me from downstairs.
they said someone is outside looking for me.
I have never expected anything like that to happened.
It was Azra and Nazim who came.
Azra came out from the car when I was walking out.
Her paled and worried face just scares me.
she asked "do you know what happened?"
the first thing that came in mind.. was him.
I said "no"
Azra then said "Once accident."
the moment I heard it, I just couldn't even think straight.
I was still in my half school uniform that time.
they were so kind to bring me along to see what happened.
I changed and we went to the accident place first.
actually we wanted to go to the hospital but we weren't that sure where and what so.
on the way to that place, my hand was shaking.
I was panicking like seriously.
I was just hoping that he'll be fine.

when we reached there, Once was sent to the hospital earlier on already.
I wasn't able to see if he's okay.
all the guys was there.
I saw his motorcycle, it was really bad.
the car also.
I was better when they told me that he was still able to speak.
he couldn't feel his left leg.
I even watched the video in one of the guys phone.
that time, I was still really blur.
asked this and asked that.
they told me that he over tack a lorry
and he didn't see a car coming.
and he knocked the car.

I am honestly so happy that he is okay.
he is lucky enough to still able to wake up.
I really don't know how to go through my day,
if he wasn't around.
it makes me feel so miserable.


On the same day itself, I had a motor ride with him after lunch with the girls.
Somehow, I still can't believe it.

On the same day itself too, we had a conversation.
it's between me,keels,jo,sul and once.
we were at the motor place.
Arsul was saying that if he got into an accident with keels,
which is more important?
his motor or keels.
he said he will check his motor first if it's alright.
then he will check on keels.
then Once said what if he was with arsul.
his motor or Once?
Arsul then said if his motor is spoiled, he will go and repair it first.
then he will call someone to see Once.

at the end of the day, when Once was with Arsul.
Once involved in an accident.

sigh, so coincidence meh?

I'm coming over to the hospital this evening after extra class to visit him
with the guys. :D


get well soon sayang.
my birthday will be coming soon, I want you to be with me. :(

Remembering sunday.

Firstly, Happy Merdeka.
I memang tak ada semangat so whatever.
I don't even bother.
omg, I wonder where did all moral values went to after
studying moral for almost my whole life.
pah, no wonder I failed my moral.
hahaha. fuck.
Anyways,
proper update?! :D
well, since I'm having bio tuition after this.
I'm gonna rush. LOL

In my bro's car. :D
I had dim sum for two days straight.
more fats to come :|

went home and slept like a pig for almost i don't know how long
got up and went to the RC Concert Crew Gathering or whatever you want to call it.
it was awesome.
well, the food was. :D hahaha.
we had karaoke :D

this is Louis and Mark cheering for the guy who sang :D

the guys singing. -.-

unexpectedly, me and Jacq. LOL.

the uncles. haha they got 95% okay.
don't play play with them.

with Jacq darling.



ANYHOW,
so you prolly thinking what was I doing at home other than
sitting infront of the pc facebooking or lookbooking.
this is the results.

what do you think?
don't you just love mah wall?
they are so so cool. -.-
lame, it's like everynight before I go to bed.
I can just sit there and look at mah wall.
and pass my SPM :(

and my family thinks that I'm crazy.











so I guess, thats it.
I needa go get a shower and off for bio.

lots of love.

get up you lazy bum

I've come to realise that I haven't been doing some productive product. wtf!
hahaha.
well, I was meaning as a more proper blog update like I used to do in my old blog.
blame it on me peeps, I'm way lazy than you can imagine. :D

I'm just missing someone. :(
it's good that I'm going to see you later. :D

this is on thursday afternoon. (:
additional mathematics
did you spot my teacher? :D
haha

thanks, dayang / syidah.
for taking this picture.
I like <3.

this is my pup, it's been a year he's with me.
:D I love him so much.
isn't he the cutest? :D

Okay okay, the photos after this is all on Sunday Night, 23 August '09
RC Concert. :D
it was awesome.
I was one of the usher that night.
haha.

Me and Melinda, PBSM at backstage. :D

with my niece, Ashley while watching the performance.

and again, she was dancing during the terry and the geng magic show.
I love the beat. hahah.

then, Ciwi asked me to go out to take pictures with them. :D

me and Joanne.
oh yeah, Ciwi in the middle.

me and Shirley. :D

me and Ciwi.


too bad, I didn't took a photo with Ruran. :(

oh well, prolly until then.
see you again (: